Saturday, November 6, 2010

Sad Day.

So, I created a new page. I was bored with the old one. Will has been in boot camp for almost 2 weeks. This has been by far the hardest adjustment I've ever gone through. I got a letter this past Wednesday. He sounded like he was doing great. I know this is something he wants with all his heart. I just wish the seperation was easier to deal with. I'm slowly getting used to it though.I'm used to physically being away from him. With me living two hours away while in college, i'm totally used to not seeing him every single day; but we always had weekends, and I'm definitely used to talking to him on the phone or online every day. It's just hard not being able to hear his voice before I go to bed at night. I'm making it one day at a time. Today is the first day I've been REALLY sad about it. Maybe thats what inspired me to start blogging again. From the moment I woke up this morning, I've just really been lonely, and I'm at school, two hours from my family....and over 9 hours from my baby. I've prided myself in being so strong thus far...and then today, i just broke down. Oh well, I can start over tomorrow. I think school is really trying my sanity as well. It's my second semester of nursing school, and they expect so much out of us. I usually finish homework (or get off work) around midnight every night, and then I have to be up between 4:30 and 5:00 to  get ready for clinicals. It's just really stressful. But it will be all worth it when I get to graduation. Plus, it's only 16 days until Thanksgiving. I can make it that far, right? Sometimes I'm not sure. Anyways, that's enough rambling for now. I get off work in 30 minutes and I'm going to bed. Maybe life won't hate me tomorrow...

Thanksgiving Break: 16 Days
I see my new *MARINE*: 74 Days

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